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Journal Entry: Thu Apr 3, 2008, 8:51 AM
Ok, I don't usually get all emo (and when I do I very rarely vent it publicly) but I had to get this off my chest because surely I can't be the only artist who goes through this from time to time. At least I hope I'm not the only one.

Does anyone else find themselves browsing through artists on DA and wonder if they will ever be as good as them? Today is one of those days for me. I'll look through someone's art and say "man that is some amazing pencil work!" or "Look at that inking. The lines are flawless!" or " that coloring is jaw dropping." And then I start to think, "Why can't I do that?"

And then I start to get all self analytical. Which in some ways can be good because it helps you focus on fixing flaws in your work. But on the other hand if you do it too much, you feel like why even bother. It's a fine line.

So I started to take a hard look at what my strengths and weaknesses are. I feel that Coloring is probably my strongest skill. Inking is definately my weakest along with overall stiffness of poses. Penciling is somewhere in the middle.

and I think that is where my problem lies. My pencils need to be stronger to build a better foundation for the rest of the art.

I mean, I look at these guys' pencil work (plug plug ;D) :iconnctorres: :iconstevensanchez: :iconpatcarlucci: and think "I need to get to that level if I am ever going to survive in the art world."

So I think that's what I need to work on. Making better pencil art. So there may be more black and white art in my gallery in the coming months (aside from the commissions).

Or maybe I should just resign myself to coloring and concentrate on that.

Or am I going crazy? Do I just need a stiff drink and a nap?


Check out :iconjuggmaster: 's page. He is trying to raise money for his 6 year old neice to get a life saving operation so he is offering commissions at low low prices.

COMMISSION STATUS
Commission Slots

2.RakaiThwei -(color)$ Penciling
3.Afrodisium - Lactation Lass(color) - $ Sketching
4.Grimagix - Vampire chica( b&W) - $
5.StephenRSJr - original characters( color and B&W) -$
6.Dark-Lucid - Original characters Sil and Hectate(color) - $
7.Stigmartyr762 - (B&W)Busty catgirl - $
8.Abster316 - Mii(color) - $
9.Gabe Denick - Original characters
10.RakaiThwei - Kasumi (color)

Deviants I am proud to call my friends(aka people who put up with my crap):
:iconyoseimurasaki: :iconrandomredux: :icondsanchez: :iconrakaithwei: :iconwagnerf: :iconwebsketcher: :iconthemebi: :iconkrazeedrocks: :iconjimroundsound: :iconchod: :iconpatcarlucci:

Artists who inspire me to do better(aka if only I had a smidgen of their talent):
:iconteruchan: :icontattereddreams: :iconshowkaizer: :iconshilin: :iconryankinnaird: :iconrsj: :iconreiq: :iconreggwatson: :iconomar-dogan: :iconneolucky: :iconnaughty-kittykitty: :iconmichelle84: :iconliquidn0: :iconliquidxlead: :iconkiwine: :iconking-cheetah: :iconjollyjack: :iconjessicaelwood: :iconionen: :icongenzoman: :iconedufrancisco: :icondrewgardner: :iconcyberunique: :iconcrybringer: :iconcrimsonsacrifice: :iconbara-chan: :iconbanzchan: :iconbalak01: :iconadamwarren: :icondadward:

Models who inspire me(aka models who inspire me):
:icondemonicademorte: :iconjasralove: :iconcurvz: :iconmichelephant:

Artist on the horizon(aka artists who I think will be kicking ass and taking names in the future):
:iconthe-kid36: :iconwhite-wolf-yuga:

Clubs I belong to (aka groups of people who put up with my crap):
:icondalovesnekro: :iconguitargirlsclub: :iconpwfa:

ART TRADES AND GIFTS:

I'm putting a hold on art trades temporarily so I can catch up to the ones I need to do.

People I owe Artwork to:
:iconlittle-kitten: 100th Watcher(planning)
:iconjimroundsound: 5000th Page View (penciling)
:iconel-pollo-del-diablo: Art Trade(planning)
:iconrakaithwei: Art Trade (planning)
:iconcrybringer: Art Trade
:iconultimatej2k: Art trade
:iconcwsaton: Art Trade
:iconwhite-wolf-yuga: Art Trade
:iconwebsketcher: Art Trade
:iconwakkafan: Art Trade
:iconginsujustice: 10000 Kiriban

If someone wants to draw me a pic, you can draw any one of my original characters here:
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Or any of the following characters:
Mizuki from Gravion
Any of the girls from Batman
Mii from Jungle De Ikou
Chun Li from Street Fighter
Morrigan from Dark Stalkers
She Hulk


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Sure, we all go through that, but I just use it as insentive to work harder. I'm always stunned when I get a fave or comment from an artist that I preceive as better than me, but I'm not seeing the bits of my art that THEY find clever. Don't let it get you down :D
Trust me: everybody goes through that "wonder if I will ever will" phases. Many of us have them in YOUR direction =P

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Constantly sir, constantly. But then, I would imagine that even the best artists feel the same about their own work. I've yet to meet anyone who thinks their work is perfect.
Hah! No, you are not the only one. I go through that quite often. Actually, a bit too often for my taste. I call those my artistic emo phases. ^^;
Unfortunatelly I haven't found a good way to get rid or out of those. :\
Yeah, I get that way all the time, especially when I color my art. If you look, I don't really add backgrounds, just some gradient or whatever. I do know I'm improving, but I also know I can get better.

I think the best way to look at it is do what you can, cause your work is good, so is mine. So I say you and I, and everyone else that get's that way, just keep working, cause someone likes it, and that's all that matters!

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Oh, that sounds SO familiar. Some days I am in despair, then others I have delusions of adequacy, and very occasionally think I might have done OK.
We are all at different places on our artistic journey -- that's just the way it is. Looking coldly at the areas that need improvement is worthwhile, but avoiding the death spiral of self-criticism is necessary too. A drink and a nap isn't a bad idea!
I myself get through this kind of stuff almost eighty percent of the time when I am on DA. When I browse through certain artists galleries, especially when some are friends of mine-- like you for example, I can't help but wonder will I ever be as good?

I mean when I draw, I tend to draw almost the same pose-- frontal full view. And I wonder if I am good enough to draw other poses.

Also, I compare myself to other artists... some of which I don't like due to bad histories... and some of these people are good and I will admit, I get envious.

Sometimes I just draw to get a concept in my head down on paper.. or to make myself feel better.

Don't worry yourself... in my opinion, there is no superior style... only different levels.

I regaurd you in the higher up levels. Infact, you're one of the people I look up to.

Don't beat yourself up, if you feel as if you must improve, then try something which will be a challenge for you artistically.

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Well before any other thoughts enter your mind - I believe you should wonder "why SHOULD I be as "good" as these guys". We all have a style and/or purpose. Just imagine if we all signed our names the same way, if we all wore the same clothing, if we all had the same voice and rhythm in music.

You'll always find someone "better" in your eyes; but art is so subjective, in the eye of the beholder. Someone else may think that you are better than that you compare yourself to.

I sometimes wonder myself why I am not painting these so-called masterful paintings that I see around here. I know I can do it but what exactly would it prove? Just because I paint like a popular artist doesn't mean that it will make me better. The only thing it will do is make my art theirs. Thus killing what style I had and whatever mark I had hope of making in the world.

In my humble opinion, your work is fine as is. Sure you can try some more poses or add more details to your lines; but brother - I tell you this from the heart, leave your art alone. It is definitive in itself and style. From a thousand illustrations I can tell what is YOURS.

Just look around without your art cap on someday. Look at some conceptual works, that painterly photoshop texture brush stuff, or maybe the infamous anime, and tell me you know who did what. It is damn hard.

As good ole' Mr. Rogers would say - be yourself, you are your own unique person and theres no one else like you. :thumbsup:

P.S. Keep drawing or I'll bust you across the forehead with a fresh salmon.

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Ah... the "ugly side" of browsing DA has reared it's ugly head!

David, David... DAVID!
This happens to ALL of us bro!
Browse DA as a source of inspiration, fun & fanboy indulgence and don't let self doubt get in the way.
Your art is kick ace bro and given your popularity on DA... it is safe to say MANY MANY MANY others think that as well..!
Given the comments that have been posted already, you are not alone in your feelings either.
There really is NOTHING to hold you back artistically, except yourself.
No one can make you believe that, so it is up to you to KNOW that your art is inspiring to others and a source of enjoyment beyond what your feelings about it are.
Keep doing what YOU do and don't worry what any one else is doing artistically.
You are you and that is that!

I hope what was said here makes sense to ya and that you will put any doubts OUT of your mind... where they belong.
Rock on dood!!!!

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"If you live to draw, then it will be easier to draw to live". -Pat Carlucci

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I saw and awesome video years ago (wish I could remember the title) about artists and creativity. One of the heavy hitters the producers interviewed was Chuck Jones. THE Chuck Jones. He said that one of the biggest "creativity killers" is COMPARISON.

You have no idea what lies behind someone's "success." Talent? Years of hard work? Decades of plain old drudge work? A BFA? An MFA? An apprenticeship with someone stellar? Work experience at WB or Disney? Daily grinding out 100 pieces of crap to find that one good sketch to post?

There's no way of knowing, just by looking at someone's work. So, obey Chuck Jones: Don't compare.

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